Shadow of mine

Like a blink of an eye

2011-05-23T09:56:00.000-07:00

I just don't have the idea why I often feel this way, when it comes to night, staring my laptop's monitor, listening to music, and this thought will come all the way around.

Through writing I express what I think, what I feel..
I found out, somehow my blog, yes, it is my best mate, even though I've been treating it so bad, I update it with nothing, for like 2 months or so.

Well, as a young adult, there are times when I feel so lonely, down, broken, hopeless, full of responsibilities, it is truly heavy in my shoulders right here, especially because I'm a young man who will take care of my family, of the business, of my own future.
In some ways, I may be feel unfair how I found out I have to sacrifice my dreams, or even my decisions. Lucky you guys out there who can chase your dreams with fully support from people you love. :)

People change, so do I, my personality, my attitude, my thought, the way I talk, the way I act, the way I treat people, so on..
It's a 180 degree different with the old days back then..no wonder my face is getting old nowadays, hahaha..

I thought growing up was something that happened automatically as you got older, but it turns out, it's something you have to choose to do.
Within times, I'm able to realize that life will somehow throw rocks on your path, to realize whatever my decision is, more or less it will bring effect to the people I love, and I just don't want anything to hurt them.

Even fairy tale like Cinderella has to deal with the hard life before she met her prince

Well, "wise quotes" about life, yes, it is true, but have you ever feel that those quotes are just too impossible to make it real sometimes? Or perhaps I'm being too dramatic?

*sigh Hah, I don't know.

But, whatever it is, I try to be grateful each and everyday, 'cause I want to live my life to the absolute fullest. :)

There are people dying, if you care enough for the living, make a better place for you and for me

2011-03-12T02:30:00.000-08:00

As we know & as we can see it ourselves, gempa sebesar 8.9 magnitude semalam menghantam negara Jepang dan hal tersebut mengakibatkan tsunami yang bisa dikatakan menyapu sebagian dari kota di dalamnya hingga rata dengan air.
Yang tidak masuk akal adalah munculnya candaan atau dengan kata lain bencana alam seperti ini dibuat manusia menjadi satu bahan lelucon melalui situs jejaring sosial, BlackBerry Messenger, foto-foto editan.
Lucukah?

Ya, sama seperti yang dikatakan salah satu teman gw "where's the sense of your humanity?".
Mudah, pikirkan saja, lebih penting mana? Menolong sesama ataukah mengedit candaan konyol tersebut terlebih dahulu?
Jika manusia masih belum bisa & tidak mencoba untuk menyadari apa yang telah kita perbuat selama ini, maka bersiaplah untuk tidak bisa melihat langit cerah, tidak bisa mendengarkan kicauan burung, tidak bisa merasakan angin berhembus, tidak bisa mendengarkan suara ombak laut, dan lain sebagainya.

Heal the world, people. We have to. It's for all of us, our own good.

Welcoming March

2011-03-03T04:44:00.000-08:00

I know it's a lil' bit late to welcome March, but here I am, talking to you..
No matter what it is, I just hope March will be a good month (in fact, it is not..so far).
So actually I'm fulfilling my duty as a college student to do some blog posts that can give you guys knowledges.
Because my background is on photography business (well, it is more to the photo supplier), I'm going to share you what's the latest products from Canon (camera).

On 7th of February, Canon announced a couple of new additions to their DSLR portfolio. The 600D (or T3i in the US) is an update to the 550D, while the 1100D (T3) is a long due refreshment to the 1000D affordable-priced DSLR.

Canon EOS 600D

Actually the Canon EOS 600D is more of a cosmetic update, packing the same 18 MP APS-C sensor at its heart and a 3” 1040k dot LCD screen with a 3:2 aspect ratio. The 9-point AF has also remained unchanged.

The changes compared to the 550D are only a handful. The screen is now articulated (side-hinged), the 600D has borrowed the latest iFCL Metering system from the 7D featuring a 63-zone Dual-layer metering sensor and there’s now built-in wireless flash control as in the bigger guns – a first for the series.

On the negative side, the 600D viewfinder is smaller than that of the 550D and the proximity sensor for the automatic LCD display toggling on and off has gone missing. Instead users will have to make do with a button (not nearly as user-friendly).

The Canon 600D should start shipping in March for estimated £679.00/€819.00 for the body or $900 for the 18-55 f/3.5-5.6 IS II kit. The lens is a slightly face-lifted version (if you can say that for a lens) of the original stabilized Canon EF-S 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 IS lens.

Canon EOS 1100D

The EOS 1100D represents a more substantial upgrade, bringing 720p video recording and a new 12MP APS-C sensor to the most affordable DSLR series. The image processor has also been changed to Digic IV and an HDMI port has been added. The Canon 1100D LCD measures 2.7” and packs 230k dots.

The Canon 1100D body will go for £419.00/€499.00 and for £769.00/€929.00 you can get it in a kit with the 18-55 f/3.5-5.6 IS II lens.

Also for the video enthusiasts Canon released the 320EX external flash. This is the company’s first Speedlite model to feature a video light to take low-light video recording to a whole new level.

So, there they are, hopefully with information above, everyone can make their own choice in choosing a perfect DSLR camera. Just in case there's anyone who does not understand about what it said, just type Marihot Lim on Facebook and Twitter, you'll find me.

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V-day 2011

2011-02-14T23:10:00.000-08:00

Semalam hari Valentine (14 Februari), gak tahu kenapa tahun ini rasanya lebih heboh daripada tahun-tahun sebelumnya, mungkin karena pengaruh teknologi juga kali yah..you know, BlackBerry, Facebook, Twitter..those things.

Gw gak kemana-mana sih semalam, cuma dinner bareng sahabat-sahabat dekat doang. Jalanan juga macet, lantaran hari ini juga hari libur, ditambah semalam daerah lapangan Benteng ada konsernya ST12, kebayang gak macetnya seberapa macet?

Parahnya kami juga kagak reserved tempat makan, yah mikirnya juga bukan celebration yang gimana-gimana amat..eh, pas sudah di tempat tujuan, full semua. Akhirnya mutar-mutar, ketemu juga tempat yang lumayan and it was Coffee Box.

Sebenarnya makna Valentine buat gw sendiri sih (untuk at the present moment in time), gimana yah? Kalau dibilang hari kasih sayang, setiap harinya juga hari kasih sayang & juga bukan spesifik hanya untuk pasangan, tapi keluarga, teman, or even sesama manusia juga. Hahahaha..cuma mungkin karena memang celebration Valentine's Day itu 14 Februari, jadinya yah memang bulan Februari menjadi satu bulan dengan suatu perayaan yang berbeda.

But whatever it means to those who celebrate or not, I wanna wish you a very happy Valentine's day. God bless each and everyone in this world. :)

When the night comes..

2011-02-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

I look up to the sky & see the light of Yours, I feel You've touched my heart. I learned each & every day in life that even in the worst time, there are always blessings inside of it. I realized that I've done so many things that hurt You, I just can't thank You enough until today, You still love me and ask for nothing.

Chinese New Year 2011 berbagi kebahagiaan

2011-02-03T08:32:00.000-08:00

Tepatnya waktu menunjukkan pukul 23.35 dimana gw mulai ngetik di keyboard ini, belum tahu nanti selesai ngetiknya jam berapa, hehehe..

Tujuan gw update blog hari ini, simple, gw mau ngucapin selamat tahun baru Imlek buat families, relatives, friends, business partners yang gak bisa ketemu secara langsung & juga buat semua orang yang ngerayain.

Semoga dengan satu post di blog ini, bisa menyampaikan salam gw. :)

Terpintas di pikiran gw, dibalik keceriaan yang "mungkin" dirayain orang-orang pada umumnya, masih banyak banget orang-orang yang tidak bisa merasakan apa yang kita rasakan. Seperti halnya semalam, dimana warga Tionghoa pada umumnya makan besar, gw berpikir masih banyak sekali yang bahkan belum pernah merasakan makanan yang kita makan.

Setiap tahunnya gw & keluarga tetap menyempatkan diri ke vihara untuk sembahyang, di depan pintu vihara, banyak sekali orang yang tidak mampu & ketika melewati orang-orang tersebut, gw merasakan suatu tamparan besar buat diri gw sendiri.

Betapa bejatnya gw sebagai manusia biasa terkadang masih saja mengeluh apa yang telah gw dapatkan selama ini.

Disini gw belajar & kembali menyadari diatas langit masih ada langit, takkan ada habisnya. Tapi alangkah baiknya ketika kita berada di satu posisi yang lebih baik dari orang lain, kita berhenti sejenak & melihat ke bawah sambil merangkul orang yang di bawah kita agar bisa hidup lebih baik lagi, disanalah gw merasakan indahnya berbagi.

Berterima kasih banget sama Tuhan atas apa yang telah diberikan selama ini, kesehatan, rezeki, kebahagiaan & juga mungkin permasalahan yang secara tidak langsung membentuk kepribadian gw seperti sekarang ini.

Gw gak bakalan berhenti untuk belajar segala sesuatunya tentang kehidupan, belajar bersyukur, semoga bisa menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik lagi, Tuhan. Amin. I am blessed.

Dedicated to our timnas! Thank you!

2010-12-30T03:42:00.000-08:00

Jujur, sebenarnya masih terbayang pertandingan final leg ke 2 semalam. Ya, pastinya gak bisa dipungkiri, jutaan masyarakat Indonesia kecewa karena kita tidak keluar sebagai sang juara. Puluhan ribu supporters memadati stadion utama Gelora Bung Karno, lautan merah putih, terompet, yel-yel, teriakan histeris, tepuk tangan, seakan sirna saat wasit meniupkan peluit panjang tanda berakhirnya pertandingan.
Gw sebagai salah satu supporter yang mengikuti perjalanan tim Garuda kita dari mulai babak penyisihan, semi final dan sampai ke final juga merasakan apa yang dirasakan oleh banyaknya orang-orang pada umumnya.
Gw sampai rela tutup toko semalam buat pulang ke rumah dan nonton pertandingan, berharap kita bisa menang. Berharap Indonesia bisa mendapatkan hadiah di penghujung tahun 2010 ini. Apa mau dikata, kenyataan tidak berbuah demikian.
Ya sudahlah. (Bondan Prakoso ft Fade2black)

Tapi apapun hasilnya, timnas kita "pantas" untuk mendapat apresiasi dari seluruh masyarakat Indonesia. Kita tidak kalah, kita menang, hanya saja kita tidak juara.
Ini cuma kemenangan yg tertunda. Berusaha lebih keras lagi dan kita pasti bisa. Terima kasih buat timnas kita yang tanpa disadari telah menyatukan seluruh elemen masyarakat Indonesia tanpa memandang ras, agama, tanpa memandang kalangan. We're proud of you. Maju negaraku, Garuda di dadaku.

Terima kasih kepada Alfred Riedl, pelatih timnas kita, atas kedisiplinannya selama ini.
Tidak lupa juga, terima kasih kepada teman-teman supporters dan seluruh masyarakat Indonesia atas ketertibannya, kesportivitasan, antusiasme dan dukungan yang amat sangat terhadap timnas Garuda kita. Semoga saja ini bukan hanya sesaat tapi akan terjaga sampai kapanpun. Suatu kemajuan yang pantas diacungi jempol, diluar dari masalah keterpurukan negara kita atas masalah korupsi yang merajalela, bencana, dan lain sebagainya.
Now this is THE POWER OF UNITY!
God bless INDONESIA!

Christmas

2010-12-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

Hello, HO HO HO, Santa Claus is coming to town.

Well, honestly, this year, I'm not that excited though, hahahaha..

So, how are you, people? Doing good? What do you got in Christmas?

Whatever it is, I hope it turned out great for you all.. :)

Hmm, so talkin' 'bout Christmas, I went no where but my shop in Christmas day. Yes, once again, business is doing good as well, pretty happy actually. I thank God for every blessings even to the smallest thing.

Ah, let me share you some photos that taken by my camera during the dinner in Christmas' eve.

Next topic is about the AFF cup 2010, as we know, Indonesia VS Malaysia. In the first match, Malaysia won 3-0 of Indonesia. It is kind of embarassing actually, but well, they didn't play fair, they used some like laser pointer or whatever, they pointed it into the player & our keeper. Oh, shit! I was like, what the?!

But, back again, no matter what happened, at least we tried our best, we do have the potential to be the champion. There's still a hope in 29th December later in GBK. If you think you can, then you can. We support you, timnas Indonesia. Garuda di dadaku! Amen!

The beginning..

2010-12-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting here, starring at my laptop's monitor, thinking of what I wanna type, enjoying a glass of my Green Garden (mustard and pineapple)..

It is December already, and WOW.. I thank God for everything, business is doing good..even it is way better than last month I guess..
I hope it's not just for the beginning of the month.. :)

I'm going to college later on 'cause I have a replacement class..kind of lazy, but what to say? Hahaha.. ;D
And uuhmm, will grab some delicious foods tonight with my partners in crime..
Overall, it'll be another good day, I'm sure!

November

2010-11-21T02:44:00.000-08:00

It is still in my memory how I spent the new year's eve last year and now it is almost the end of year again..
I was like "What? Really?!"

Yes, many things I've gone through but I don't have the time to tell it all here..
So last 2 months was my sister's wedding..
I haven't share anything here, eh? Well, at least you can see the photos on my Facebook..
One thing that touched my heart is when my brother-in-law's family said something like this..
"Welcome to the family.."
Not to forget that Shaun once ever said to me that now I got 3 new brothers and 2 new sisters, hahahaha..
Those simple words are really sweet..
Thanks, people..you all have treated us so well..my family and I had good times there, hope you are all happy.. :)

And before I end this post, I would like to tell you, bloggers/readers..a friend of mine found out that I got my blog here and he was like teasing me last night by reading my posts out loud one by one when we're on the phone..
Hahaha, Geez, it is embarassing..

*Okay, now this post is really dedicated for you, hahahaha..

Note :)

2010-10-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

Kata "kehidupan", sampai sekarang gw belum bisa mendefinisikan kata tersebut, karena menurut gw kehidupan itu susah ditebak, kita gak bakalan tahu apa yang akan terjadi, seberapa mulusnya rencana yang kita susun, kalau kehidupan tidak mengizinkan itu terjadi, maka semua akan musnah.

Sejak gw lahir, gw bukan anak yang memiliki segala-galanya, gw pernah hidup susah, berangkat dari 0 hingga sekarang, puji Tuhan..gw mensyukuri apa yang telah berubah sejauh ini dan gw gak mau balik untuk hidup susah. Bukan berarti gw "kacang lupa akan kulitnya", tetapi karena gw mengingat seperti apa kulit gw dulunya, gw selalu menanam prinsip : "Jangan pernah puas dengan apa yang telah dicapai (selalu berusaha), tetapi jangan lupa juga untuk mensyukurinya.".

Gw dulunya mungkin boleh dibilang bodoh, bodoh dalam arti terlalu gampang percaya terhadap orang lain. Namun, seiring berjalannya waktu, hal itu berubah menjadi sebaliknya, gw sekarang belajar untuk lebih berhati-hati terhadap siapapun, not that I don't want to put any trust on someone, tapi perubahan ini adalah refleksi dari perbuatan-perbuatan manusia di sekeliling gw sehingga membentuk kepribadian gw menjadi seperti ini. Gw tahu benar, mana orang yang "pantas" diperlakukan dengan baik dan mana yang tidak. Treat me well, I treat you well too, treat me bad, let's try me. :)

Seperti halnya yang dialami orang-orang, suatu transisi dari remaja menjadi seorang yang dewasa, memang agak susah untuk dijalani, dimana kita dituntut untuk menghadapi what I call the "real" world. Dimana kita merasa ingin sekali untuk memutar balikkan waktu, dimana kita merasa hidup ini gak adil, dimana kita merasa kehidupan kita yang dulu direnggut, dimana kita merasa banyak orang-orang "palsu" disekitar kita, and so on..

Terkadang gw mikir, sebenarnya balik lagi ke cara kita mengatasinya, cara kita memandang hal-hal ini..tapi tidak bisa dipungkiri, gak peduli seberapa kerasnya kita mencoba untuk berpikir positif, didalam hati yang paling dalam selalu ada perasaan yang berlawanan. Dan pada akhirnya semua hal ini secara tidak langsung sudah gw jalanin.

Impian gw untuk menjadi penyanyi profesional disamping menjadi seorang pengusaha sukses (prioritas), mungkin harus tertunda, mungkin tidak gampang untuk dicapai, tidak gampang terealisasikan, mengingat banyaknya orang-orang bermata merah di sekeliling gw, banyaknya orang yang ingin menjatuhkan gw, but out of all that, gw memegang prinsip dan berkeinginan, hidup gw yang sebagai Marihot Lim harus bisa berarti sesuatu untuk dunia. Yes, it sounds disgusting and you might be thinking I've been exaggerating here, but guess what? It will come true some day. Amen! :)

Karena ku sanggup

2010-08-18T06:54:00.001-07:00

Biarlah ku sentuhmu
Berikanku rasa itu
Pelukmu yang dulu
Pernah buatku

Ku tak bisa paksamu
‘tuk tinggal disisiku
Walau kau yang selalu sakiti
Aku dengan perbuatanmu
Namun sudah kau pergilah
Jangan kau sesali
http://hotliriklagu.com

Reff:
Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
Berdiri sendiri tanpamu
Ku mau kau tak usah ragu
Tinggalkan aku
Huuu.. kalau memang harus begitu

Tak yakin ku kan mampu
Hapus rasa sakitku
Ku ‘kan selalu perjuangkan cinta kita
Namun apa salahku
Hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

Back to Reff:

Tak perlu kau buatku mengerti
Tersenyumlah karena ku sanggup

August on its way

2010-08-04T03:26:00.000-07:00

People, how you guys doing? Hope everything's going smoothly..

Yeah, my blog is dead for real, I know..am sorry anw..

I'm at the shop now, got nothing to do 'cause it's not really crowded here..
Well, there are so many not-so-good-things happened recently. I don't know where to start. It's just I really dislike people who love to mind other people's businesses. You know, I mean, you can make the differences between the 'real' person who cares 'bout you and the 'fake' one..and guess what? What I have here around is more-than-two-faced people. For God's sake!
Moreover, my shitty final exams are coming, it's getting closer, and I haven't learn any of the materials, tell you 'bout it, sure thing there's a lot!

*Sigh
Seems I don't have the mood to talk 'bout those things..
But heay, I have smthg that makes me really excited.. ;)
Am going to UK this upcoming September, haha..still remember that I ever typed here I'm going to make my footprints out there?
This is it! Thank God! :)

Assignment

2010-06-15T23:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the due date for our assignment..
We've done our presentation..
And tell you what, I got no preparation at all, but luckily it's not bad, haha..

And we've been told by the lecturer to make a video 'bout how people act in organization, and each group have their own topic..
Then, we got an idea to create something different..
Unfortunately, I can't upload it here..'cause the maximum size is 100mb, and our video is 615mb..
But I'll show you guys later on, I promise.. ;)
Ah, I had my great day last night..

Well done, guys! It's unforgettable moment..

Hello, mid of June

2010-06-14T01:33:00.000-07:00

I've been away for weeks, kinda' busy with my shitty-exams..lots of assignments.. *sigh

It went well..I just hope I can get great scores..

Anw, I've came back from a 'short' trip..

I went to Jakarta and Bali..but actually, I went no where when I was in Jakarta, I stayed in the hotel, haha..

I flew to Bali at 06.00 am, can you imagine it? I was rushing time when I woke up late, Geez..

Lucky me, I made it! ;)

About Bali, I went there before (with my dad), we attended some meetings, it was 3 years ago. But we didn't go to many places 'cause we didn't have the time. You know, Daddy's not really into it.

Well, people there are really nice, quality of life is really great, and their culture is amazing. 'So many' differences between people here and there (if you know what I'm talking about).

Some photos..

I love to seat beside the window.. :)

Arrived in Jakarta

Oh, why don't I just give you the link? So here they are, taken by me. Enjoy! :)

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30913659&id=1308944025#!/album.php?aid=2046829&id=1308944025

People

2010-05-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

Terlintas di benakku utk membuat post tentang kesadaran dan mentalitas masyarakat yg masih rendah..

Banyak kesalahan yg dilakukan masyarakat di negeri kita, Indonesia..

Aku salah satu dari masyarakat tersebut, aku tidak mau munafik, memang aku pernah membuat kesalahan tersebut, tapi aku sudah merubahnya..

Utk saat ini, aku lebih berpikir bagaimana cara mengajak orang-orang utk lebih memperhatikan tindakannya..tapi apa yg kudapat? Orang-orang mengira aku ini berlebihan, munafik, sok suci, dan lain sebagainya..

Aku hanya ingin Indonesia menjadi negara maju, dan itu semua bermula dari SDM yg ada didalamnya..

Contoh kesalahan yg sering terlihat di sekeliling kita..

Kesalahan pertama, tidak memakai helm, kesalahan kedua, melanggar peraturan lalu lintas..

Apa salahnya utk menunggu selama 20 detik lagi?

Semoga saja masyarakat yg mempunyai kendaraan, bisa memikirkan keselamatan diri sendiri "dan juga" keselamatan orang lain..

Contoh lain, sampah yg bertebaran dimana-mana..akibat masyarakat sering membuang sampah tidak pada tempatnya..

Yg mengherankan disini adalah, para pengemudi "mobil-mobil mewah" juga termasuk dalam masyarakat tersebut..

Aku hanya berpikir, tidakkah orang-orang itu memakai akal sehatnya utk melakukan sesuatu? Hal-hal kecil ini sangat berpengaruh, jangan hanya karena tindakan seseorang, tapi semua orang juga ikut menanggungnya..mengingat kondisi bumi yg semakin lama semakin memburuk..

Contoh lain lagi, di tempat umum, lebih tepatnya didalam Mal ataupun ruangan ber-AC..

Jelas-jelas itu adalah area yg bebas dari asap rokok, tapi masyarakat tidak peduli, mereka masuk kedalam toilet/WC utk buang air kecil/besar "sambil" merokok..

Demi kepentingan sesaat, orang-orang disekitarnya "juga" menjadi tidak nyaman..

Ini hanyalah sebagian kecil dari sekian banyaknya kesalahan yg dilakukan masyarakat..

Jangan nanti ada kecelakaan/bencana yg terjadi baru mengucapkan "Ya, Tuhan..tolong kami.."

Sudah terlambat..

Sekiranya post ini bisa berguna bagi semua orang..

It's for our own good!

Happy Vesak Day

2010-05-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

Got nothing to do at the moment, I decided to update my blog..

These few days were just ordinary..

I'm stressed out with the upcoming exams.. *sigh

Just hope I can do well then..

So, these are some movies I wanna share you, guys..

Yeah, frankly speaking..I know, I'm kinda outdated, 'cause I've just watched the movies which the fact is the movies have been released in 2008-2009..

It's not that old actually.. ;)

They're just great! You should watch it, I guess..

Soulmate is..

2010-05-22T01:05:00.003-07:00

Just watched a movie call 'The Notebook', it's a great movie..

Can't describe it in words..

And you guys know what? Behind every great love is a great story..

I learned a lot from this movie..and I do know what soulmate's mean now..

Well, some people might think I've been exaggerating with all my post all the time..

But what? This is me..and perhaps I'm a bit different from those young man..

One thing for sure, I type whatever cross in my mind, what I feel here..'cause I found out, blogging is one alternative to show who you truly are..

In between..

2010-05-17T01:46:00.000-07:00

I just got my haircut, I feel nothing, I don't know whether I like it or not..but it pissed me off, the hairstyler didn't want to listen my opinion..
But well, I don't want to talk 'bout it right now, besides I have something to tell you, guys..

The 5th Anniversary of my college
I performed there, I've been told by BEM (badan eksekutif mahasiswa) members to perform twice..okay then..
The 1st performance was my solo performance (Marc Anthony - I need to know)
The 2nd performance was a duet song..and I sang it with Lenny Rusli by the way (Celine Dion ft. R Kelly - I'm your angel)
She's a great partner..I learned a lot from her..thank you there.. :)

So I was very tired back then, can you imagine? We had a full activities that day..
But, it's worth it..

Will upload some photos later..so okay for now!
GBU

It's almost mid of May..

2010-05-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

Feel like I wanna write at the moment, so here I am..
And yes, there are many things I want to tell you, guys..

The competition in my college, my birthday, the bad and good days..but it's too long if I've to mention it one by one in details, so let's just make it simple.. ;)

Well, the competition was okay, still don't know 'bout the result, 'cause it'll be announced on May 15th, this Saturday..it is my college anniversary actually..

I have to come I think..'cause I'm going to take some certificates.. (which the fact is I'm not feeling well)

About my birthday, yeah, I had great times this year, some of them done crazy stuffs, it's hard to describe, haha..but I felt smthng's missing..you know, that feeling, perhaps it's because some of my buddies weren't there that time..

But overall, I thank you, guys.. :) (i've uploaded some photos on my Facebook)

Currently feeling blue..'cause I just watched some videos on Youtube, the WTC tragedy..Tsunami, the earthquake..

And one question that comes to my mind right now is, why?

Terrorist, don't you think it's hurt when you lose someone that you love? If it is yes, so why there are wars around the world? But what to say, your heart is colder than ice, I guess!

I'm certain that we do want world peace, don't we? We want a better life.. *sigh

The rain tonight..

2010-03-30T08:12:00.000-07:00

I've been waiting for weeks, hoping the rain will come when I'm driving..
And tonight is the night..thank God..

As I was listening to Avril's (when you're gone), yes, it's hurt indeed, but then again, the rain took away all the pain inside here (although it's just for a while).

I know I'm not that good in explaining something, but this is what I'm going to say..

Dear someone, I miss you..

The problem is me, myself..it's just I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling..and I'm not good enough for you I guess, you deserve a better one..

Dear buddies..

A lot of changes in life, and yes, everybody knows that..life is not easy..

Hmm, I'm not complaining or what, but this feeling..keeps coming. It's hard to believe that time flies so fast..

Seems like it was just yesterday, we gathered around a big table, and now we've been separated into different places..

But what to say, life goes on, huh?

And here, I want to greet one of my girls..a very happy and wonderful birthday, just for you.. :)

Share you something..

2010-03-12T22:00:00.000-08:00

It is all about the mindset of our fellow countrymen – people of Indonesia.

We do have many different kind of races in our country. But why do we seem to see that as a problem? Why do we alienate those who are not of the same race as us? The truth is, regardless of the colour of the skin, religion, or whether one is a – as what we often call - “native Indonesian” or “non native”, we are one nation. We are the people of Indonesia, we are Indonesians.

We do not even have to look or think too hard to be able to understand and realize this. One basic illustration is, when we go abroad and are asked where we are from, what would your answer be? I am certain that it would be Indonesia. Yes, there is only one definite answer to that question, and it is Indonesia. Those people, those foreigners that we meet abroad and who are open – minded do not define us by our races, our religions, or the colour of our skin. That fundamental mindset is what differentiates us from people who are open – minded out there. This does not mean that we have to follow other culture blindly, however this positive way of thinking is indeed what we need to learn from them.

Our country, Indonesia, is one of the countries placed in the travel warning list issued by some countries. Those who want to travel to Indonesia are warned by their government for the unstable state of our country. Personally, I do understand why these governments are concerned. It is evident when we can see it for ourselves how there have been a lot of civil unrests, conflicts, and even wars mostly based on religions, races or ethnics. If we can not come to terms that we are all actually brothers and sisters in this country and learn to live side by side, what would we become? What would others think of us and how would they see us as a nation?

I hope that this note will bring us to change our closed-mindset to a better one. To a positive way of thinking in which we no longer define ourselves and others by the colour of the skin, religions, races or ethnics. I believe that our country, Indonesia, does have the potential to be a developed country and will become one someday. It all starts from ourselves. You and I, the people of Indonesia.

World peace :)

Welcome March

2010-03-02T21:38:00.000-08:00

Seems like my blog is so dead, it's being useless..
But, what? Besides, i have nothing to share..being honest, a lot of things to share, but i don't know where should i start..
I'm still wondering, what's the real meaning of life..and i'm still fighting for what i want to be tomorrow..

Last night, i had a chat with someone, she's a good listener..
Yes, we always chat if we have the time recently, not always, but often i guess.. :)
But it's just something different last night, we were more serious..
She shared me a 3D image..and it's just wow!
Thanks anyway..

Well, that's a lil bit 'bout last night..

It is what i am feeling at the moment..

2010-02-21T08:01:00.000-08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years
when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were
yeah yeah
all i wanted was for you to know
everything i do i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me

...

2010-01-04T09:26:00.000-08:00

It's been 3 days or more..

I'm feeling not so well this lately..kinda' lazy to talk..and the point is,i don't know what causes it..

Hmm,Maleeva is going back to Jakarta soon..

I'm sure i'll be missing her a lot..

She's a good listener,and i had my great times indeed..

Thanks,Mal..

So last night,someone wrote this..

- Desperate means ego

- People who act like trashcan can't have a future, because the rubbish keeps dumping on it

Yeah,i'm suck! I know..

Welcome 2010!

2010-01-02T08:58:00.001-08:00

Happy new year,bloggers..

All of us wish for a better life.. :)

Happy birthday,Papa..

2009-12-23T08:24:00.000-08:00

Ya,it's 23rd of December..and it's my Papa's birthday..
Hope he's doing well all the time,success,and stay healthy..
I won't say much..'cause i know it's useless..better less talk and do more.. :)

Hmm,so,Christmas is on its way..
Nothing special i guess..
'Cause my trip to Singapore has been cancelled,it caused by those fuckin' two-faced people..
It pissed me off actually..

Ah,skip..it's not important..
Well,well,just realized this blog doesn't have any photos..i mean the photos that taken by me..
Gonna upload some of them soon.. :)

Angel

2009-12-06T07:47:00.000-08:00

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Hello,end of year!

2009-12-01T10:13:00.000-08:00

It's December..
Gak terasa,uda akhir thn..(uda tmbh tua lg nih)
Hmm,hari ini gak kuliah,lantaran materi uda hbs,so,lecture mengatakan gak ada kelas lg..
Jadinya ngumpul bareng teman2..ngerjain assignment,alhasil blm siap,cuma setengah aja,lantaran setengahnya lg gak ngerti..
Kemudian,beli bukunya Jerry Aurum (in my room)..sialnya,promo diskon di Gramedia uda hbs.. *sigh*

Apa lg yah?
Oh,Sabtu ini rencana photoshoot,kalau jd dan gak ada halangan,moga2 ini bakalan jd album yg terbaik yg prnh aku kerjakan.. :)
*wish me luck,bloggers..

Dan satu lg yg tak kalah pentingnya..
NANTIKAN PROMO BERHADIAH DARI ACTIVE CAMERA SHOP

***---Sparkling December---***

End of November

2009-11-28T20:55:00.000-08:00

Not much to say..

Semua berjalan seperti biasanya/rutinitas..

Memang benar,rasanya makin lama makin malas untuk update blog..

Sorry,bloggers..

But anyway..will go to Singapore this December,i'm going to spend the night before Christmas and new year's eve there.. (been 3 years since my last time went to Singapore)

And uhmm..i'll go there by myself,haha.. :D

Hope everything's gonna be great..

This is the newest me.. ;p

November

2009-11-15T08:57:00.000-08:00

I just want to live far and far away where everyone here can't find me..

Kiss the rain

2009-10-28T10:05:00.000-07:00

It's raining outside..
As i'm listening to Yiruma - Kiss the rain,it always makes me think 'bout my old days back then.. Hah..don't think too much anyway,it's useless sometimes..'cause life must go on,isn't it? :)

I had my mid test today,i got one wrong answer.. *sigh*
But,it's okay..at least,i tried my best..
So..this weekend is Halloween,any suggestions..? :)

Untitled

2009-10-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

Kenapa aku harus mempertahankan kalau orang lain aja gak peduli?

I'm not that stupid anymore..
Sorry..

Just writing for fun

2009-10-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

Bloggers,i'm back.. =p

Sebenarnya pengen ngisi blog tiap hari,tapi gak tau kenapa,kalau udah di depan layar,gak tau mau nulis apa..
But well,ini aku bela-belain buat ngisi deh,haha..

Semuanya berjalan seperti biasa,gak ada yang spesial-spesial amat..
Assignment menumpuk *sigh*
Minggu depan,mid-test *sigh*
...
Sabtu ini rencana ngumpul bareng temen-temen buat ngerjain assignment,haha..let's see how it works ;p
Moga-moga lancar dah..

Lagi bingung mau milih club yang mana..guitar club,singing club,photography club? =.=

Terus apa yah?
Hmm,malam ini ngeri ah,hujannya lebat,tadi waktu nyetir di jln Asia,serasa nyetir di sungai,beneran deh..untung mobilku gak mogok,kalau mogok,gak tau dah mau gimana,buka pintu..masuk air,berdiam diri..gak mungkin juga dong?
Ternyata masih disayang sama Tuhan..haha,thanks Lord..

Mid of October

2009-10-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

1 month since my last post..
Ya,ya,i know..my blog is so dead here,but,what..? Besides,i have nothing to say..
Many assignments from lecturers,plus i'm going to have my mid test in another 1 week..

Well,this second,i'm craving for a lot of CDs,yesterday,i've searched for Kenny G's CD,but,i got nothing..
Gosh..and uhmm,sometimes,i feel this kind of photography stuffs are stressing me out,it's pretty complex,but never give up.. =)
Too lazy to upload it here,you can see my shots on Fb or Flickr,bloggers..
Critics are welcome..

MoL (Meaning of Life)

2009-09-14T12:33:00.000-07:00

So,tonight i had a tough question for you,bloggers..

Can you tell me what exactly the meaning of life is..

Anyone?

In fact,i'm considering 'bout this too..

Good night,people.. =)

09-09-09

2009-09-09T09:41:00.000-07:00

Semua org pd heboh tntg hari ini..
Bhkn td sempat lihat berita..org yg hamil,sengaja operasi cesar,biar bayinya lahir hari ini..
Perasaan gak ada kejadian yg spesial2 amat..
It's just an ordinary day..
Nanti thn depan,pd heboh lg donk gara2 tgl 10,bulan 10,tahun 2010?
Hahaha..

Anyway,udah bbrp hari kuliah,yah,nothing's special..
Mgkn karena masih seumur jagung kali yah,makanya masih pada jaim..
Tapi diluar semua itu,balik lg ke pelajarannya,kyknya susah2 gampang..
Hmm,we'll see it later on..

So,skip!

Skrg kehidupan rasanya everything's different,everything has changed..
Pagi - bangun,mandi ini itu,kerja di toko..sampai tiba waktu sore - mandi lg,siap2 ke kuliah sampai mlm - pulang,atau kalau gak,keluar mkn..
I mean,aku gak mau hidupku cuma berlalu begitu aja..aku mau sesuatu yg bnr2 aku impikan..

Tiba2 ingin balik ke Redang island,teriak keras2 disana,sambil lihat bintang2 di langit,dan dengerin suara ombak di laut.. (berlebihan memang)
Tapi,kenapa tdk..kalau ini memang bs buat aku lbh lega..

3 days experiences

2009-09-06T09:35:00.001-07:00

I had my uhmm..so called holiday trip (although it's just 3 days)

Woo,tired..

I must admit,it's the best holiday trip ever..

But anyway,i won't talk much here..just straight to the point..

Congratulations,big sist,and Craig,for your engagement..

You both are really cool!

Best wishes for you,guys.. (simple yet important) =D

I'll never let you go,darling

'cause i love you so..

Love and hugs,

Lil'bro =)

September on the way

2009-09-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

I had a great night..
It's a kind of big family gathering,in order welcoming my sister home..
Once again,i miss her,haha..it's just,i can't believe that she's here..

Well,guess what i'm doing right now..
Just sitting in front of my notebook..
And i can't deny that i'm wishing for London.. (Geez,it's a must visit place)

Don't you think it's awesome?
I believe that i'll put my foot print there,one day.. =)

And i'm going to share with you one thing..
This is what i wanted to be..

So,probably,that's all..
Good night world..

Welcome home

2009-08-30T11:30:00.000-07:00

So,it's been a half month since my last post..
Everything's going well..
I've finished my orientation..first day at IT&B,second day at Pantai Cermin..and Geez,god damn tired..but overall,it's fun,and i got new friends there..
Nice to know them.. =)

And 1 thing that make me so excited..
My sister's coming home tonight..
Gosh,i must admit,i miss her so much..and guess what? I've cried two times..
Tears of joy actually..
Love you,sist..

WARNING!

2009-08-17T22:43:00.001-07:00

Semalam bnr2 ngeselin banget..
Pulang dr Berastagi,mana udah capek,malah kejadian hal yg gituan lg..

Mobil parkir didepan rumah..and guess what?!
Kaca mobil bagian kiri belakang,dipecahin sm org..retak semua! (mungkin mau nyolong brg2 yg ada di dlm,tapi untungnya,gak ada brg berharga)
Terus,disamping mobil ada batu yg lmyn besar di jalanan..gmn gak kesel coba?!

Buat kalian yg bw mobil,mau keluarga,mau sepupu,mau teman kalian,semua hati-hati yah! Parkir didepan rumah aja bisa kayak gt,apalagi di tempat lain..

P.S. Buat siapapun itu yg ngelakuin,skrg loe bisalah senang2,tp lihat aja,hukuman pasti bakalan dtg! Pengecut,lempar batu bnr2 sembunyi tangan ini namanya,mana wujud loe? Kok kabur?
One word,anjenk loe!

It's August

2009-08-12T11:38:00.000-07:00

Blogku..sorry udah gak aktifin kamu utk bbrp saat..
There are too many things happened lately..
Mulai dr aku balik lg ke Medan,dan kuliah disini..woohoo,awkward? Ya,many of my friends asked that,but i do have my own reason..probably,this is the best,amen!

Oh yah,buat sahabatku tercinta,Meliana Wijaya (buaya)
Happy Birthday yah..mana traktirannya,Mek? Mau apa thn ini? Cciieeiileeh,sombong amat dah..
Haha..
Moga2 tambah semua yg bgs2,hrs makin dewasa jg..ok? OK! (Vivi's mode on)

Hmm,terus,2 pasukanku udah brgkt..
Yg 1 ke Jkt (Maleeva Lestari)
Yg 1 ke S'pore (Hardy Wijaya)

So,let's talk 'bout them..
Maleeva Lestari
Hmm,she's one of my girls,one of the best malah.. =)
Tiap kali mah kalau udah ada mslh,dan depresi..kami bertiga (read : Me,Mal,Vi) pasti keluar,haha..nah,pas di wkt itulah br ngeluarin semua uneg2 yg mengganggu di hati dan pkrn..
And,she's the one yg selalu ngasi aku nasihat2..dan aku ingat smua apa yg prnh dia blg..
Hmm,miss those moments..
Kamu udah brgkt kesana,hrs take care yah,ada apa2 hrs saling kontek,jgn simpan sendiri,jgn mau dibodohin org (but i know you won't),biarpun nanti sering blk,rasanya pasti lambat laun jd beda jg..tp kita try our best yah buat ngejaga hbngn ini,like we did to Mr.Fin =)

Hardy Wijaya
Ayam yg 1 ini,seat-mate ku wkt kls 3..duduk bareng sm dia,aku prnh digigit,dijahilin,dicuekin (pas dianya lg main PSP)
Anak ini blh di blg game-freak lah..yg dimainin sm dia itu,aku gak ngerti semua,haha..ada 1 sih,dan itu cuma racing car.. XD
Terus,hobi keliling Medan,mls pulang rmh,akhirnya sering drive-thru ke McD..beli apa,Dy? AYAM!
Udah itu,dimobilnya entah lagu apa2 aja,ributnya minta ampun,kepala juga pening..ane luan,ane luan! Haha..
Anyway,disana jaga emosi,bicaranya agak pelan,and 1 thing..mae tiam pek nau,is it? Nah,kamu jg hrs bs kyk gt yah..tetap keep in touch..
I'm gonna miss you,bro!

Last but not least..
GBU all..

Sincerely,
Marihot Lim

1 week left..

2009-07-23T11:20:00.000-07:00

People won't know what will happen..
Why i said so? 'Cause i'm having this kind of thing now..
Of course,a lot of questions will come out at last..but,i don't care and i won't care..
Probably this is the way i must go on..

Days after days passed..i learned many things..
I guess i've been more patient and i should be grateful of that..
But,remember..for how long i can stand up for this,no one knows..

1 thing! Being revealed!

P.S. Won't understand with what my post is about.. =)

School stuffs

2009-07-16T10:14:00.000-07:00

Damn tired right now..
There are so many things i must buy..
Tomorrow will be a very very busy day,i can't imagine what will happen.. *sigh
So do Friday,Saturday,Sunday,and Monday! And guess what,the deadlist is on Tuesday!

Aarrgghh,my head's so full,i think it's gonna explode!
Sorry,no mood to talk much..
I guess it's enough..

Good night,world..

Few days..

2009-07-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

After few days here..
Actually,i'm kinda missing my hometown,family,friends..
Seems like i haven't meet them for years..
Lebay is it?
But yeah,i got some school stuffs to do..interesting yet tiring..
Luckily i went here with one of my friends..so,i'm not alone.. (although i felt lonely sometimes)
And we do support each other..
Hopefully there's no any bad things happen to us..amen! =)

Arif's here too,he's arrived last night,and gonna be in here for 2 weeks..
Well,of course there's a reason why he's here..it's for family business..
Anyway,doing well,buddy? Haha..
We don't know whether we can set a meeting or not..'cause we have our own activities..
The location is different..
He's in north and we're in the center of the city..
Probably,we'll try our best to catch up..

And one of my girls,will be here too,ahaha..but in another one month to go.. T.T
Heay you,come here! Quick!
Can't wait to see yah..

Anyway,i miss you all,guys..wishing you all have your great days..
Take a good care,ok?

Sincerely,
Marihot Lim

Medan -----

2009-07-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna make it a short post..
Hmm,i'm leaving tomorrow morning..
I can't talk much..all i can say is just a big thanks for all of you,guys..
All of you have done more than i can imagine..
It's truly touched..
We did cry that night,but that's tears of joy.. =)
And..
If i have done something wrong,or hurt anyone's feeling with my words,i really am,sorry..
You all know that i didn't mean it..

For all the moments that we spent together,it'll stay here deep inside..
So,keep in touch and everything's gonna be okay..
God bless all of us.. =)

Love and hugs,
Marihot

2009-06-21T11:26:00.000-07:00

Time flies so fast..

People,if you in my position..you'll know what i'm feeling right now,this second..and when you do,i'm sure that you want to scream out loud those things which you've kept inside for so-so long time ago..

All my words,all my advices,and all my thoughts,i let you guys know already..

But why?

Is this the best results i can have? Am i deserves it?

It's just too hurt already,i can stand for no more,really..

17 more days,i won't be here anymore..

And i just got two wishes..

1. God,please send me back their old soul

2. God,please give them the best they could have

Amen!

People..people..people..

2009-06-09T05:03:00.000-07:00

If i'm not mistaken,i have ever asked this question before..
But it's ok..
I'm going to say it once again..

Have you ever felt that,when you need someone to talk to,there's no one around you?

Well,sometimes people say.."What happened? Are you okay?"
And when the time comes and you really need their help,they just pretend to be ignorant..don't you feel that it's all fake?

Big day for..

2009-06-08T12:28:00.000-07:00

This is it..

8th June '09
Happy birthday for you,young man..

Wishing you all the best,lots of blessings..

And anyway,you're really the-hyperactive-boy i have ever met,haha..

I won't forget those memories.. =)

Once again,it's your big day..have yourself a great time,Hardy Wijaya..

Sincerely,

Ahote

Big day for..

2009-06-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday for both of you.. =)

Arif Lisano and Vincent Alianto

Wishing for a better tomorrow,lots of blessings,ok?

Sorry for being late to greet you,guys..haha,well,i didn't online last night.. =)

Missing..

2009-06-03T10:37:00.000-07:00

I miss my buddies badly,it feels like months,and the truth,it's just a couple of days that we haven't meet each other yet..
Can you imagine how lebay is it?

Well,i'm sitting in front of my notebook,just keep on browsing..can't sleep..
*Sigh
And,today,i've been searching for a present for one of my boys..'cause,his birthday is comin' up..and i got one,which i think was the best..
Hopefully,it suits him..

Can't wait for tomorrow..
I'm going to have lunch with buddies! =D

Minggu,Senin

2009-06-01T10:27:00.000-07:00

Minggu : Rumah makan Cemara Asri

Manusia : Kami berlima lagi XD

Something sucks happened..kaca spion hilang sebelah! Memang bejad tuh orang yang ngambil!

Gak ada kerjaan seharian,tiba-tiba ngidam ayam Cemara,jadi ajak pasukan,langsung berangkat..

Sehabis makan,lanjut ke vihara.. (mencoba untuk kembali ke jalan yang benar)

Ahaha..

But actually,i had amazing times with them..they're just good people.. =)

Senin : Jing (Cambridge)

Manusia : Aku,Chien..Vi,Mal,Les..

SG pergi nonton sama sepupunya,Rif pergi berenang,dan Dydy sebenarnya mau nyusul,tapi entah kenapa,tiba-tiba mobilnya ada masalah,jadi dia balik ke rumah..

Hmm,actually not much for today,again and again..i had amazing times,haha..ouh yah,i got two packs of biscuits..

Here it is..

So,she's stunning tonight..,introducing,one of my girls,Maleeva Lestari.. =)

Aku sudah merasa bosan dengan blogku,tapi inilah yang kulewati beberapa hari ini..jaga toko,bimbel,hanging out.. =)

Jumat,Sabtu

2009-06-01T10:09:00.000-07:00

Jumat : Sushi Tei,Gelato bar
Manusia : Aku,Chien,SG,Dydy..Mal,Les.. (too bad that Rif,Vi,Mek..can't join us)
Lots of fun there..makan,ketawa..gimana gak gemuk? And hell yeah,Chien traktir.. XD
Gak puas,lari ke Gelato buat minum,aduh,mak..kenyangnya itu!
Hmm,tak ada foto di tempatku.. -.-"

Sabtu : Sun Plaza
Manusia : SG,aku,Dydy,Rif,Chien

Janjian pakai kemeja yang sama,ahaha..see? Cuma warnanya yang buat jadi kelihatan beda..and so,malam itu,nonton Angels and Demons,wow,it's a-must-see movie,really! Awesome!

Setelah itu,mereka berempat pergi makan,sedangkan aku..gak ikut lagi,lantaran gak mau segitu malamnya baru pulang,karena akhir-akhir ini rawan perampokan,so,be careful,man!

The night goes on..

2009-05-29T11:43:00.000-07:00

Recently,i can't sleep,and i don't know what have happened..
What's wrong in my mind? As i am confusing 'bout this little fucking things for about everyday..
There are so many things bothering my mind,i'm not running from the situation and condition,but i'm facing it,really!
I'm just so blank..
Oh,Gosh! Give me a clue,so i can move and go on..

Where else i can tell my thought inside right now? No one!
I repeat..no one!
So,do you think i can stand all of this,God?
I don't think so..

P.S. It's better to play with all than one by one,because one by one is more dangerous than all. So,i won't talk much

Non-sense

2009-05-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

The pain inside..it's too hurt..
And the hurt inside is too deep..

I know now..

P.S. Slowly but sure,the real meaning of life can be seen by me,and life is never easy,life can be so cruel..believe me! But,main point is,how you handle it.. =)

Deklarasi SBY-Boediono

2009-05-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

Malam ini aku tak ada kerjaan..

Aku masuk ke kamar papa mama,mereka lagi nonton tv sama adikku..channel tv nya Metro TV.

Hmm,ngobrol mengobrol sama Mama,tiba-tiba perhatianku dialihkan suara-suara di tv itu..

Aku melihat acara deklarasi SBY-Boediono,dimana acara ini mendeklarasikan atau meresmikan bahwa Prof.Dr.Boediono resmi menjadi partner Pak SBY kita,sebagai calon wakil presidennya.

Wah,gila aja!

Waktu mendengar pidato politik dari Pak SBY,dan Pak Boediono,bulu kudukku merinding..

Malam ini,pertama kalinya,aku mengatakan..

Aku bangga jadi orang Indonesia! (Bukan berarti aku tidak bangga dari sebelumnya)

Well,i hope it's him,the one who's leading us now!

Go SBY berbudi!

Flashback

2009-05-13T08:06:00.000-07:00

Maafkan aku atas kebosanan yang terjadi di dalam blog ini..

Haha,lebay yah bahasanya..

Jadi,tanpa panjang lebar,malam ini aku akan menceritakan balik kejadian/hari penting yang lewat dalam 1 minggu ini..

Kenapa baru sekarang aku baru menceritakannya? Secara kameraku juga baru balik hari ini..
So,enjoy reading,readers.. =)

Rabu,6 Mei 2009

Show at JW Marriott hotel

Sibuk seharian,jam 11 sudah harus di sana,lantaran mau cek alat band,sekalian GR..

Tp apa,orang-orang sound system pada terlambat,kira-kira setengah jam..

Dan akhirnya datang juga,nunggu mereka pasang,habis itu kami (aku,Nuel,Fred,Sa,Anas) cek sound..

Oh yah,ada yang menarik juga..yaitu bentuk panggungnya..
Dibentuk seperti tanda +

Kenapa begitu? Karena sebelah barat,untuk gelas kristal..acara toast bersama,sebelah selatan,untuk grand piano,sebelah utara,untuk wedding cake,dan sebelah timur,untuk alat band..

Ada kesalahan teknis yang terjadi,orang sound system menyarankan,bagusan pergi makan siang dulu..mengingat kami belum makan siang,dan daripada menunggu bosan di sana,kami putuskan untuk ke Sandwich Bakar saja..

Setelah siap,kami balik,dan jam menunjukkan pukul 13.30an..akhirnya,sudah siap,dan kami GR sampai pukul 15.ooan..
Aku antar beberapa teman band pulang,dan aku sendiri juga pulang..tapi,parahnya,sampai dirumah gak dapat istirahat..hah,langsung mandi,dan ganti baju,siap-siap semua,dan ke rumah Anas,karena mereka sudah di sana nunggu..

Kami berangkat,dan mulailah perjalanan malam itu..

Nuel dan aku (lagi ngecek ulang,tapi curi waktu buat foto)

Fred,Nuel,aku..

Backstage (menunggu untuk tampil)

Big 5 songs for that night :

Close to you (The Carpenters) , Ni zui zhen gui (duet with Jessy) , When you believe (David Archuleta's version) , Nan ren nu ren (duet with Jessy) , Thank you for loving me (Bon Jovi)

The 28th Effect

Setelah siap nampil.. =)

Master of ceremony : Mr.Kurnia Hsiao

Untitled

2009-05-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

I stand alone..on this path to no where,looking every which way for help,people see me for something,i'm not..

When i ask them for directions,they don't understand..so,they turn their backs and walk away..

I try to follow them,but i can't catch up,then,i give up..and all hope is lost..

I sit empty minded for as long as i can..and soon i can't take it anymore..

I feel as though i don't belong..
Constantly,i think about if dying would be best..

P.S. Will a figure came up and held out it's hand? I'm wondering..

Nothing special..

2009-05-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

Do you understand what's the meaning of this picture?

Do you get it?

Do you care enough with it?

Well,that's the answer.. =)

Birthday morning

2009-05-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

Pagi-pagi..

Dibangunkan oleh telepon..aku disuruh Mamaku ke bawah,katanya ada teman yang datang ngantar sesuatu..

Aku turun ke bawah dalam keadaan mata tersayu-sayu..ngantuk,dan waktu itu jam menunjukkan sekitar jam 7an hampir jam 8.. (kalau tidak salah)

Aku melihat ada 1 kotak yang dibungkus dengan koran,hmm..berat juga ternyata,apa yah isinya?

Bertuliskan Dedicated to Mr.Marihot di atas bungkusannya..

Aku membawa barang itu ke atas,tapi anehnya..sewaktu di lantai 2,Mamaku menahanku dengan senyuman penuh arti,haha..

Aku bertanya.. "Kenapa,Ma?"

Dia cuma membalas dengan senyum dan bertanya kembali.. "Apa itu?"

Dan kujawab.. "Belum tahu.."

Sewaktu perjalanan di tangga menuju lantai ke 3,aku merasa ada suara tawa yang ditahan-tahan,aku langsung curiga..

Aku berbicara sendiri.. "Jangan bilang kalau kalian ada di dalam kamarku yah.."

Tapi sejenak,pandanganku tertuju kepada kue-kue kecil yang terletak di meja, dan aku langsung masuk,buka pintu..
Ternyata tergeletaklah sekumpulan manusia..ada yang di lantai,ada yang di tempat tidurku..

Haha..seperti ikan paus terdampar saja.. XD

Muka-baru-bangunku

Lalu,mereka menyuruhku untuk membuka bungkusan itu..tapi mengingat hal itu akan membuat daerah-daerah sekitar menjadi kotor,mereka memutuskan untuk membukanya di atas saja..

Wah,semakin tak enak saja perasaanku ini,haha..ada akal bulus apa ini sebenarnya?

Apa ini?

Ah,ngeri bah..hati-hati aja deh..

Aha,rupanya tiga bungkus air.. (pantas saja berat)

Tapi ada selembar kertas..

Ternyata setelah membaca kertas itu,aku dikejar sama mereka,disiram-siram..aarrgghh! XD

Look at those bad boys.. -.-"

Haha,aku tak berdaya..

Dydy,Chien,and me..

And last but not least,itulah pagi yang cerah tanggal 30 April 2009..
Special big thanks for you,guys.. (SG,Rif,Vi,Mal,Les,Mek,Chien,Dydy)
Unexpected morning ever..it means so much for me.. =)

Sincerely,
Marihot

Big day for..

2009-04-29T09:26:00.000-07:00

So many of my friends celebrated their birthday..

And today..

I wanna greet..

Dedicated to Wendy Suteja Lim

Have yourself a great time,man..haha,never expected this year celebration will be like this? XD

Big day for..

2009-04-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to my girl,Lesry..

She's such my sunshine after all..haha.. =D

Wish you all the best and lots of blessings,okay?

Be a maturer one..

Sincerely,

Marihot

God BLESS me!

2009-04-25T10:04:00.000-07:00

Thank you,God!
My eyes is much better now!
Thanks..really! =)

18th April 2009

2009-04-18T01:43:00.000-07:00

Damn,it hurts like hell..!

The Devil's Eye

It's because i forgot to take off my lenses last night,i fell asleep..and here it is,the result! Oh,gosh,i don't know why is it always the right side of my eyes? Kinda' weird though..

I hope it'll getting better tonight..'cause i've to attend my friend's B'day party then..

P.S. One month to go

Me = Me

2009-04-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

Being honest,so much things happened..
I miss that Marihot,his past,his passion,his attitudes..
Where are you,man? Have you gone?

It's just weird..
Don't you have any feelings now? Usually,you're easy to cry,think much,caring,loving..
But now?

P.S. The condition have forced me to turn that way

A day with my partners in crime

2009-04-09T23:41:00.000-07:00

Recall..recall..
Nothing to do..well yes,i'm having my exams,and lots of books that need to be read by me..
But,so what! I'm f*ckin' lazy,even just to touch it! Aha.. XD
Hmm,how are you? Doin' great,fellas? Hope so..

Alah,banyak cengkonek yah kalau mau pakai english..
Jadi,aku telah melaksanakan kewajibanku sebagai seorang warga negara yang baik..alias,aku mengikuti pesta demokrasi juga,mengingat dalam 5 menit saja,kita menentukan nasib negara ini untuk 5 tahun ke depannya.. (ccieileeh,bahasanya lebay)
Alhasil,jari kelingkingku jadi jorok..

Gak ada kerjaan pas waktu sore?
Tiba-tiba ngidam mau berenang,ya udah,kupikir langsung pergi aja sama pasukan-pasukanku..
Gila,sampai disana,dibilangnya belum buka..jam 3 sore baru buka.. (sedangkan waktu itu baru jam 1an)
Daripada mutar-mutar tak jelas,kami putuskan nunggu aja deh..
Ngobrol ini itu,orang-orang pun berdatangan..

Akhirnya jam 3 pun tiba..
Bayar tiket,langsung masuk,naruh barang di meja,tanpa menunggu-nunggu,langsung terjun bebas,haha..
Yah,seru jugalah..eh,tapi,sewaktu lagi main,ada kejadian mengejutkan..
Cincinku hilang entah kemana..
Waduh,sibuk,panik..langsung deh nyari ke dasar kolam,untung ada mereka yang bantuin..
Sekitar 10-15 menitan,baru ketemu..dan Dydy yang nemuin..
Thank you,bro.. =)

Balik lagi melakukan aktivitas,haha..
Akhirnya jam 6an pulang dari sana,dan lanjut pergi makan..

P.S. Badanku perih,kaki pegel semua..

Will i?

2009-04-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

Pahamkah anda terhadap kata "tidak peduli"?
Sebenarnya apa arti dari kata itu?

"Tidak peduli" berarti tidak memberikan pikiran sedikit pun,tidak memberikan perasaan ataupun perhatian.. (at least,itu menurutku)

Sanggupkah aku berbuat sebejad itu?
Let's see..
Try me.. =)

Is it a 'goodbye' word?

2009-04-05T08:51:00.000-07:00

Hari terakhir sekolah uda lewat..

Mungkin aku tidak bisa menceritakan apa yang terjadi,apa yang kurasakan..

Yah,tepatnya tidak seperti blog-blog temanku..

Pemandangan yang tidak akan kulihat lagi..

Sewaktu dulu,aku berpikir..kapan yah baru tamat? Berapa tahun lagi? Tapi sewaktu aku sampai pada waktunya..semua itu terjawab..dan inilah yang dinamakan SEKARANG!
Tidak terasa,dari merah,biru,sampai abu-abu..

Tidak ada lagi bangun jam 6,tidak ada lagi buru-buru ke sekolah,tidak ada lagi ribut-ribut di kelas,tidak ada lagi tidur,makan di kelas,tidak ada lagi kumpul di kantin,tidak ada lagi cabut les sore..

Friendshit!

2009-03-31T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hari Selasa, 31 Maret 2009

Makan bersama seluruh teman-teman kelas..

Nasi Uda Sayang..

Hmm,walaupun bagiku ada perasaan sedih,karena mengingat hari-hari di sekolah tidak lama lagi..tapi,aku menikmati hari ini..

Dan aku sempat mengambil gambar gedung-gedung sekolah dari beberapa sudut..

Terkesan berlebihan mungkin,tapi itulah yang aku rasakan tadi siang..

Ya,dengan hitungan jari,dalam beberapa hari ini,ujian akan datang melanda..

Ujian Semester (Pra-UN),UN,UAS..

Nonstop!

Menjengkelkan memang,tapi aku berpikir positif saja..ini ujian-ujian yang terakhir akan kulewati di sekolahku.. =)

P.S. I found out,friendship which turned into friendshit..thanks!

Counting days..

2009-03-28T11:18:00.000-07:00

It's been a week since the last post..

Nothing to mention and actually i'm lazy for blogging..

Well,yah..

School is 5 more days left..it's just out of mind,and i still can't believe time flies too fast..

Like a blink of eyes..

Oh,Gosh..
I can't imagine what will happen on next Friday (the last day)

Thanks for coming,guys.. =)

Indra and I (my seat-mate when we're in 2nd grade)

Cupu mode (Me,Choppie,Chien,Huank,Iche,Rin) such a fool..haha..

Dydy,Me,ChienRif.. (went to beach after those sucking exams)

L-V (both of them,my girls..)

Dydy and I (my seat-mate)

The opening event of P2S1

I love that day anyway.. =)

Act fools,as always.. XD

This 4 ladies,you guys..know me well,thanks.. =)

BIG BOSS

Just please don't forget all the things that we've spent,fellas..

...

2009-03-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

Someday..
I'm afraid i would..........
Someday..
I'm afraid my feeling will be gone..

I wonder,when will i have time to say..
P.S. I Love You

No idea

2009-03-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

This noon,i fetch up my sister..

When i got home,my mom took this thing out..and she told me "Just now,a driver came here,and there's something for you..here,it is.."
I was like..
"Hmm? From who?"
"I don't know either..maybe from one of your friends.."

Yah,i do think that way..but,for what? It's not my birthday time..

If it is,i guess it's too early..

Ok then,i opened up..

It's a fragrance..

Dedicated to..

I don't have any idea..
Whoever you are out there,thanks anyway..
But i hope you won't misunderstand..
I don't expect any gifts/presents from you,sender..i just appreciate it.. =)

18th March 2009

2009-03-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

Not much to say..

I spent my day with activities,as usual..as always..

School,courses,gym.. *sigh*

Hmm,but,it gone better at night..guess what?

I had my conversation class..and Miss Melissa,couldn't teach us..

We got a new teacher..i'm not sure 'bout his name whether it's Andri,Andre or Hendri..

Hah,whatever..

So,he shares his experiences,stories..as for me,it's a lesson that i should take..

Well,unfortunately,this is the last meeting of the class.. *sigh again*

I was starving back then,and yes,SG and Eric haven't had their dinner too..

We decided to go to Tea Garden..

Skip..

Let me show you something,this are 2 people i love

P.S. Happy birthday for my friend and congratulation.. =)

I love Monday!

2009-03-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

Dari Jumat yg lalu sih uda rencana kalau malam ini latihan Band..

Jadi,kujemput 3 orang temanku.. (Anas,Sa,Alfred)

Setelah semua berkumpul di mobil,waktu uda menunjukkan jam 20.05..

Tiba-tiba saja cuaca gak bersahabat,langsung turun hujan deras..

Waduh,keingat sama salah satu teman kami (Nuel,anggota Band juga) soalnya dia kan naik motor..

Kami telepon ke dia,tanya posisinya lagi dimana..

Katanya lg berteduh di Jln. Iskandar Muda (ehem,tempat mangkalnya mungkin,haha)

Daripada repot-repot juga,kami putuskan latihan malam ini batal..

So,what are we going to do?

Secara aku belum makan,kuajak mereka makan junk food

Tapi si Anas malah ngajak ke Sun..

Ok,maenkan!

Akhirnya di Sun,makan kwetiaw Penang,melenceng banget ya?

Haha,tapi tak apa-apa lah..

Habis itu..jalan berjalan,Fred pengen makan es krim,beli es krim lagi..

Sambil jilat-jilat,yah,sambil jalan juga.. XD

Me and Alfred

P.S. Anak muda Binjai,ini janjiku padamu,mau baca posting-ku kan? Ini uda aku post-kan.. =D

Foto studio

2009-03-15T09:07:00.001-07:00

15 Maret 2009
Hari panjang yg melelahkan,namun menyenangkan..
Hari ini,foto kelas..di Karya..
Semua lumayan tepat waktu..yg cowok begitu datang,langsung fitting jas,yg cewek sibuk nge-roll rambut,make up ini itu,ah,tak ngerti bah..
Anyway,aku dapat jas yg agak longgar,tapi overall,cocok juga.. =)

Dress code buat cowok : Kemeja putih,celana hitam,sepatu hitam
Dress code buat cewek : Dress hitam,sepatu hak hitam

Ok,semua siap,Pak Ponirin juga uda sampai..
Baris berbaris,cowok disuruh naik ke barisan paling belakang..
Ya,rapat,badan miringkan agak ke samping,hahaha..

Kami dikasi tau kalau kami dapat 10x jepretan..
Smile,say cheese..
Sampai jepretan kelima,gak tau kenapa tiba-tiba yg cewek teriak histeris..
Aku juga bingung kenapa,rupanya ada 1 temanku yg pusing kepalanya,dan pingsan..
Ngeri juga,karena ada temanku yg lain bilang,sebelum dia pingsan,matanya jadi agak lain..
Waduh,pikiranku langsung terbang ke film yg semalam aku tonton itu..tuh,tuh,film yg dibawah..

Keadaan jadi agak ribut,tapi kami semua tetap mencoba gak panik..
Gak lama kemudian,temanku siuman..
Selang 10-15 menit,kami berbaris kembali..dan foto..
Shoot..shoot! Ciklek!

Jam 1an,semua uda kelar..
Uda boleh pulang..
Sebenarnya aku pengen ngajak teman-temanku ke pantai,tapi gak jadi,karena cuaca kurang bersahabat,dan baru terjadi kejadian seperti tadi..
Jadi kupikir,lain hari sajalah..

Boys night out

2009-03-14T10:54:00.000-07:00

I must admit,i love tonight..
It doesn't need any special occasions,no need any reasons..
Just love..

I went to watch movie..it's SHUTTER
I did scream in the theatre,but only just for one scene..
That little Arif,keep screaming,Chien was just mengutak-atik his mobile phone,Dydy closed his eyes,when the ghost came out..and SG,keep smiling,actually,he has been watched this movie for several times..haha..
My boys..keren-keren,nyali kecil.. XD

P.S. I heard 'bout that news,i'm sorry,well..it comes and goes,that's life,as you can say,darl..

A long day

2009-03-11T12:02:00.000-07:00

It's 2 a.m. and still,i can't sleep..
Recall something..
I hope everything's gonna be fine,i repeat this sentence several times..
Hahaha..

Let's skip..
I don't wanna ruin my school-life..remembering in a couple of weeks,we''ll be separated..
I'm going to spend it with precious things..
The day..every hour,every minute,even every second if it's possible..

Little Sat-night

2009-03-07T10:40:00.000-08:00

Well,tonight,i went to Sushi Tei,best place to eat..

In order not to gain my weight,i've promised myself,not too eat much..

But guess what? I couldn't make it!

The taste of Sushi is so,hmm..i can't describe it,haha..

I went there with some of my friends,let me introduce you,guys..

This is..

Yuly

After dinner,we didn't have any plan,Yul and Elf went home first,they couldn't have their late-night time tonight..so,we (Me,SG,Eric,Lin) went to Lin's house,haha..i wanted to visit her nephew,he's just cute and chubbie.. =D

What were we doing?

Eric was watching tv,SG was sleeping,haha..the cupu-est boy for tonight,and me? As you know,my camera standby mode was ON!
I arrived home @ 00.35..it's kinda tiring,but it's fun..'cause i don't want to think 'bout those stupid things which bothering my mind..

P.S. Wishing for a better day

The Official Announcement of Big Boss

2009-03-02T04:27:00.000-08:00

Aku terburu2 ke sklh..yah,dikarenakan aku trlmbt bngn..

Hujan gerimis,becek..
Yah,tapi aku sk cuaca sejuk bgtu.. =)

Hari ini,DVD peresmian kelas kmi,ud dibagikan..

Nice =)

Pulang sklh,aku lgsg muter DVD ny,haha,rasa ny menggelikan,tp i love that moment..dan ada bbrp foto di bwh ini..

So,here they are..

When i was signing that precious bulboard..

Big Boss' hall of fame

Yeah,it was great-great time.. =D

Lil' Mr and Ms Friendly

Panitia

I LOVE YOU ALL

Hmm,waktu di sklh tdk bnyk lg,manfaatkan sebaik mgkn,smga sukses smua ny..! =)

Will it be..

2009-02-27T03:01:00.000-08:00

So far so good..
That's what i felt for today..
But,my girls..most of them are weird..
They're SBS-ing for the whole day..hey yoo,girls,c'mon,spirit..spirit! XD
Hope everything's gonna be fine..

Oh yes,let me share something..
My seat-mate,that boy..i don't know why,his emotion is getting worse from day to day..
Hmm,i'm uncomfort with that condition..
He's often keep silent recently..well,probably..time will answer it..
Don't think too much,bro..

It's better for me to take a bath now..'cause i'll have my course in another one hour..
GBU,guys..!

P.S. I miss my lil' kid

25th February '09

2009-02-25T09:50:00.000-08:00

I love these two days..
Really..
It's kind a long story to tell,let me just keep it deep inside,ok?

Thanks,guys..
You all have done so much,thanks for the supports..

Oh yeah,last but not least..
To a best bro of mine,Arifin..thank you too..
You've treated me like a king this morning..
Haha..
Miss you,man! =D

Happy birthday,girl..

Have yourself a great time.. =)

And so..

2009-02-20T02:25:00.000-08:00

I taught today might be a better day..
Well,it was.. (at first)
But suddenly,smthg bad news came out..
H-E-L-L-o..it's not my business..

What do i crave for? Something better,right? So let go!
And yes,i am.. =)

Let's skip it..
Anyway,this recently,so many people 'sbs' a.k.a sim bo song
Me too? Yes,sometimes..

P.S. I know that you're not sure of it,but..i'll show you,dear..

My fault

2009-02-14T10:51:00.001-08:00

And my V day was ended up by something bothering my mind 'till now..
To be exact,there are 2 of them made me realize..

1. I'm sorry,if you don't like the way i treated you from messages just now,really sorry..but at least,i wanna make you smile again,and it works.. =)

2. I can't deny that i'm out of my mind,i think too much..i'm sorry,i do have my bad sides..

I spent this midnight with saying sorry..
'cause yah..it's my fault!

One night before..

2009-02-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

So,some people lighted up my day..
I'm not gonna tell you,even just a bit.. XD

Ok well,tomorrow is the final of solo karaoke competition..
And it's a big YES..i wish i can get the gold medal for my class..
Hoping i can do the best..amen!

VALENTINE?
So-so..nothing special.. =)

...

2009-02-12T09:15:00.000-08:00

Sorry for what i've done..

- - - - - - - - - -

You only live once,but if you work it RIGHT,once is enough!
Thanks,Mr. James Gwee..

Smile with tears dropping..

2009-02-09T08:32:00.000-08:00

I had no idea about all these things..
Sometimes,i just wanna slap my own face like 'hey yoo,wake up,man!'
This condition,situation..it makes me uncomfort,can i just dissapear from this world?
I hope it!

How many times i must feel this dissapointed feeling? Tired with all of it,dude..it's really hurt..
Don't blame me if i'm changing now,i'm not the same..
I don't even know what's in your mind?
Am i still a word call best-friend of yours? Maybe,i'm not..
Ok then,i'm walking away,i'll step aside..

P.S. Just to let you know,inside here,i can't deny that you're the one,bro..i'll be there wherever,whenever you needs me..

Uncertainty..

2009-02-08T07:08:00.001-08:00

Last entry? It's been ages,i think..i'm lazy for blogging..
What to say?
What to write?
The answer..i don't know! Hope you don't mind..

Good night,world.. =)

P.S. Wondering will the day be better..

I am..

2009-02-04T03:01:00.000-08:00

Yes,i'm a melancholic person..it means someone who uses his feeling to done things..
But a thing what we call as life doesn't always works like that..

It needs a balance one,mind and feeling..

I know it..

I do,uses my mind,but in relationship,whatever it is..i prefer to use my feeling to think..

Is that wrong? I mean,i'm a boy who turns into a man,i must be strong and tough..

But why i feel afraid recently?

Afraid of losing my family,my friends,losing precious one..

I hope it's nightmare,but,i can't wake up..

Please wake me up,someone!

In a couple of months,i'll lose what i call them

Is there something i can do to turn back time? If yes,i will of course,do it!

But,life is like this..

"Bersyukur pada masa lalu,menghargai masa kini,menatap maju ke masa depan"

Big day for..

2009-02-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

You're 18th already..

The age is getting older,so do you,getting bigger..

Not only from performance,but you must done things maturer,ok?

Have yourself a great time..

Best wishes for you,big guy.. =)

Birthday cake

Wishes (look at the cake,it's changing) XD

Haha,became the small one

I like this picture,they both looks different.. =)

When we had nothing to do..

That night,we went to Jumbo restaurant,because Swandy celebrated his B'day there,foods were great. During dinner,we had so much fun,haha..of course! Ok,finished. We still didn't wanna go home,so we decided to go to Cambridge,took some pictures there.. =)

Little surprise..

2009-02-01T02:24:00.000-08:00

Hari ini (1 Februari '09)

Kami (Dydy,Rif,SG,dan aku) uda sepakat mau ke rmh Swandy (the birthday boy)

Sbnrnya hari ultah yg bnr itu yah bsk (2 Februari '09),tp kami sengaja buat surprise ny hari ini,mengingat kami adlh kumpulan berandalan yg amat sangat tdk punya krjaan

Haha.. ;-D

Pagi2 jam 06.50,aku uda bangun..kutelepon pasukan2 ku..

Untung mrka bs bangun.. =)

Jam 07.30,aku brgkt dr rmh,jmpt Rif,SG,dan trkhir Dydy..

Lgsg kami menuju ke tmpt sasaran.. (oh alah,mcm tim termehek-mehek az)

Sblm sampai di sna,ku'sms Koko ny Swandy..

*PS. Anyway,mksih,Ko..buat krja sm ny..

Ok,kami sampai,then..

"Yi2,kiong hi.."

"Kiong hi,kiong hi..khi loh,i uan lau teng"

"Oh,ha..ok.."

Hihi..mampus kau! Kupikir dlm hati.. XD

Kami persiapkan smua ny,dan ke atas..

That simple cake (kami terburu-buru mempersiapkan ny)

Pintu terlarang (ccieeileh,mcm film bioskop)

Sblm ngetok pintu,tangan kami uda dilumuri sm cream yg ad di cake itu dan "tok,tok,tok.."

Dia buka pintu,tanpa basa-basi..kusodorkan telapak tanganku ke muka ny..haha,aduh,maaph yah,bro..(demi kbhgiaan brsma ini)

Dia lgsg kaget beserta muka ngantuk ny itu,kami pkr dia uda ngambek..But,so what?!Pasukan..c'mon serang! Hhiiaatt!

Muka bengong

Msi sempat2 ny dia nnya.. "Ari ini br tgl brpa?" "Tgl 1,mank ny knpa?Kami mmank SENGAJA.."
Akhir ny,sgla prosesi meniup lilin dan ini itu,kami laksanakan..
Tidak sia-sialah hari ini..krna dpt angpao dan ditraktir mkn srpn sm dia..

The birthday boy

Dear bro,i know the surprise's really simple,but i hope it'll be a meaningful one..

Never gonna let you go

2009-01-30T21:12:00.000-08:00

If I had one wish, boy
I'd wish you next to me
And it could be in summer, fall, or spring, boy
Cause you make my heart sing
I wanna give my heart, my soul, my love to you, oh baby
Cause everyday I'm not with you I'm missing you like crazy
I need for you to...

I need you to love me, hold me, touch me
Down deep in my soul, and never let it go
Of the love we share, no one compares to you
I'll never let you go cause I really love you so, oh I
I'll never let you go

*PS. this song means so much for me*

Binjai trip

2009-01-27T20:53:00.000-08:00

Miss blogging anyway..

First,i wanna greet you,guys..

A very Happy Chinese New Year

Feel smthg weird this year,i'm not really excited with it,just so-so..nothing special..

But,let's skip it..

Enjoy reading,readers! (Cciieeiilleehh)

27 Januari 2009

Hari ke-2 Imlek,bgtu bngn..wkt menunjukkan jam 10an..

"Hari ini ke mana ya?" itu yg terlintas di pkrn ku..

Akhir ny,aku tlpn tmn ku (Vicki)..kuajak dia ke Binjai..

Dia jg br bngn..dan dia blg ok,haha..

Jam 11.30 an,kujemput Vicki dr habitat ny.. XD

Dan brgkt ke tmpt tujuan..

Scra aku tak tau jln..aku tlpn Tony (adik ny Rin Rin),trus dia ngasi tau jln dr mn..

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Prjlnan ny ditempuh kr2 stngh jam lbh lah..

Akhir ny kliatan jg tulisan "Selamat datang di kota Binjai"
Then,Tony bw kmi ke rmh ny..

Bgtu msk rmh,aku lgsg ktmu sm Rin,Pin,dan Kekel..

Eits,ada Mama ny Rin jg dr lantai 2..

"Yi2..kiong hi"

"Oh,ya..kiong hi,kiong hi.."

Mama ny turun,ngasi angpao buat aku sm Vicki..

Malu ny.. XD

Haha..

Hbs itu,kita ke Punokawan buat mkn (aku uda ngidam itu selama 1 thn,lebay g sih?)

Enak ny ikan bakar disana,pengen mkn lg..

Oh ya,Kekel wkt mkn daging ayam..lucu x ekspresi ny..

Enak ya,Kel? =D

Ud siap mkn,dibayarin sm Rin..haha,thank you.. =)

From left - right : Vicki,Kekel,Me,Ton,Rin,Pin..

Me with Kekel

Unpredictable things..

2009-01-23T02:58:00.000-08:00

Dalam beberapa saat saja,aku kehilangan dua orang yang berarti dalam hidup..
1. Ketika aku mendapatkan kebenaran..aku terdiam,tak bisa bersuara..
Aku hanya berpikir..
"Benarkah itu dirinya? Aku tak menyangka.."

2. Seseorang,dimana aku selalu mencari tempat untuk berbagi,tempat yang bisa kupercaya..
Aku hanya berpikir..
"Kemanakah dirinya? Kenapa harus berubah? Apa dan dimana salahku?"

Lots of thanks..

2009-01-22T01:51:00.000-08:00

Recall something..
Last day,when i said..
"I'm on my way"

Well,someone answered me like this..
"That's right,but remember..you shouldn't face problems with emotion..solve it calmly,that's a thing you've once taught me.."

And i was like..
Sorry,for letting you down..and thanks for let me know it.. =)

My girls and super bros..
Thanks for all..
I'll try my best not to recall those past few things..
Past is past..
Keep going! Life goes on!

"Hidup bukan main-main..jangan lakukan hal bodoh demi hal kecil..masih banyak yang perlu dikerjakan.."
Those words.. =)

'Cause no one will care..

2009-01-20T03:56:00.000-08:00

I didn't go to school this mornin'..

Guess what?
I'm having my sakit tenggorokan (bengkak),badan pegel semua,gak cukup tidur,kepala berat..

I was dying..

So, i spent my whole morning day,in my room..

Not bad though..'cause i like to be alone recently..

It's 12 pm,i asked some of my friends,whether they *cabut* or not..

So the answer was..hell yeah,they were! Went to Thamrin,lunch..

It's not a good one actually..

Then,me and Dydy,decided not to go to gym..

Felt not so well..

This time,i spent my whole afternoon day,in Dydy's room..
Sleeping.. =)

That was me with Mickey's hands..

'Cause no one will care..

I trust no one!

Am I..?

2009-01-19T08:32:00.001-08:00

It seems like today isn't a really good day for me..

This afternoon..i got something,a lesson that i should take..

"Am i missing something?

Something that's precious for me?"

I guess so.. =(

Nobody knows what it feels like..

Once again,i know it's enough..

Me? Talk less..

Skip ---

Went to my teacher's wedding party tonight @ Benteng Restaurant..

As you know,the foods..great!

When i was performing.. =)

Truly touched.. =)

2009-01-17T10:49:00.000-08:00

Tonight,i'm just so glad to write here..
Let's start..

Bangun pagi jam 8,mandi dan mempersiapkan sgla sesuatu ny agar tdk ketinggalan..
Buru2 ke Mix Fm,utk mix lagu,tp akhirny disuruh blk lg kr2 jam mkn siang..
Then,ke Tip Top utk beli bbrp kue alias sarapan.. (brsma Rif,Chop,dan Huank)
Lgsg menuju ke Grand Liberty krna mlm ini adlh mlm peresmian kls ku..

I LOVE "BIG BOSS"

Ok,mengurus smua ny,mulai dr panggung,background,lightning,sound,dan penataan kursi..
1 hal yg membuat kami (para panitia) lgsg putus asa adlh,background yg ud kami pasang itu,lgsg jatuh..
Holy shit,how come?
Then,muncul ide yg sngt cemerlang dan hslny sngt lah menakjubkan..

Background

Dr GL jam 4 sore plg ke rmh utk mandi dan siap2 smua..
Akhirny kr2 jam 6 sampai di sna..

Let's get it started..let's get it started..
And i'm the one who's open/close the DVD player..
Haha,alias DJ gadungan.. XD

The cake..

BIG BOSS BULBOARD

Sing sing sing,games..nomination by nomination..

Winner (boys)

Choppie as my couple.. (Ms & Mr. Friendly)

My super bros..

We gone wild..

Victoria Beckham? Rihanna? NO! That's Lidya

My girl (Lesry) as the prettiest girl..congrate.. =)

With a girl who's sexy and got a good looking face.. (Huank) Ms. BIG BOSS

With Rin Rin.. =)

Then..
Moment by Westlife is the last song..
Now,the one that make me feel really really..hmm,can't say..
I don't know why,the tears drops by itself..
It's really hurt..this view,this people,this moment..will last soon..

Ketika tmn2 dtg memeluk dan kupeluk satu2..hmm,itulah yg bnr2 terasa sngt berarti..
Tp 1 org yg membuatku bnr2 tersentuh mlm ini..
That boy,my seat-mate which is Hardy..mengatakan hal yg bnr2 mengajarku utk mnjdi org yg lbh baik lg..
Thanks a lot,bro..truly touched,and i'm moved..

Dydy and I (setelah nangis)

It just did..

2009-01-14T09:16:00.000-08:00

Went to K2 with fellas.. (preparing for the class party)
Ouh yah..
My girls (Les and Mal)..i do touched by their voices..
It just did.. =)
*PS. Semoga bisa tampil dengan baik*

Got home,got message.. (from my very best bro)
Chit-chat a bit..
He do taught me something tonight..
A sentence from him..

"Uda g bisa diulang..eh,tapi g boleh mengeluh"

Dear bro,
Whether you realize or not..sometimes,you teach me things..
And i wanna thanks for that..
But,still..i can't think like yours..it keeps coming,that feeling..

Little thing call..

2009-01-13T04:32:00.000-08:00

Nothing to write here..
'Cause i'm not in a really good mood..
But,let me share you..
This afternoon,when i was going to gym with my boys,we're having our conversation,that's what we call *men's talk*
So,i don't know why..i could say a sentence like this..

"How do you feel if you see someone's back (someone that you really really love) 'walking away' with another person?"

I mean,am I having this situation?
Did i ever see it before?
The answer is.. 'i know,it's enough..'

I see it with my own eyes,you're happy out there..
Even though i'm not the 'one' who's on your side..remember,i'm here..
Knowing you is an undescribeable thing for me..
I will keep those memories deep inside.. =)

Minggu lelah namun menyenangkan

2009-01-10T21:28:00.000-08:00

Krna kmi ber-5 (Hot,Chien,Dy,Mal,Vick) janjian mau jogging..
Sbnrnya aku ud buat alarm jam 4.30..tp ntah mngpa aku tak mendengar bunyi alarm sm skli..
Tb2 saja aku terbangun krna mendengar hp ku berbunyi bgtu ribut ny.. (pas wkt itu ud jam 5.20)
Rupany terdapat isi 3 missed calls dan 1 message..
Missed calls dr kudanilku dan brotherku..klo message ny,dr brother ato sisterku y?
Haha.. =D
Lgsg aku bergegas siap2.. (masang contact lens,sikat gigi)
*PS. Tak mandi XD*
Dan aku keluar dr rmh menuju ke toko (secara barang2ku ad di sana)
Jalanan bgtu sepi,serasa punyaku bah..

Sampai..
Aku ke atas,ganti baju,clna..tak lupa kaos kaki dan sepatu..
Oops,tp sblm itu aku *e'ek* dulu..
Hahahaha.. ;D
Stlh smua ny siap,trnyata Chien,Mal,Vick..ud sampai di bwh dan kita putuskan pk mbl Chien az..rupany si Dydy g bs bngn,kmi tlpn sampai puluhan x g diangkat2..
Swt.. -.-
Akhirny kmi sms'in klo kmi ud brgkt duluan..

Sampai di tmpt tujuan (Royal Sumatera)
Ok,c'mon,guys..let's go.. XD

They said that i was *lebayy*

Dngn smngat '45..kmi berjogging ria..
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Wanna fight? Haha.. =D

Selesai,alhasil kaki Mal skt,dan kuku ny lepas..
Aish..

Keep bleeding,keep..keep bleeding toe..

Serasa sehat skli hari ini..dan kmi ke Tea Garden lg dan lg utk srpn (Dydy ikut)

Mal said that my face was so *bajingan*